lost confidence.....

yo
morning slept
then halfway
got ppl knock door
=.-
is repair air con de person
LOL
then he at my room do the aircon
then i sleep
lol
kk
woke up 12 plus
watched anime all the way till 7pm
then eat 2 currypuff and watch tv
till 7.30 go bath
then go meet reynard at 8pm
yea
then go eat
then go timezone play drum
then go pasar malam
then buy food go under block slack and eat
then bused home
reached home 10.30pm
thats all
lol
kk
bye

go sch
then 9 plus shaiful, muthu, willie go around catch hair.
kao eh.
then i tio.
kan ni na.
curse ur whole family handicapped/disabled.
tio cut then during recess escape sch.
then go cut hair.
i shave the sides.
i think it look worst
aiya, heck care lah. i heck care my hair for now.
wow, its like miracle that i will say heck care.
haiya
nvm
after that 1 plus met dear at interchange
then walked to my house
haha
(=
left at 4plus
sent her bk.
haiz....
this might be the last time we meet....
sad lah.
after that bused bk to yishun
then go court meet fats they all
play soccer
then 10pm reach home.
thats all.
bye
haiz...

woots
shuang lah
got new phone
then tml got new number
kk
now transfering files.
wtf
com sibeh lag.
kk
thats all
bye

jus finished watching the Sky of Love de movie.
haiz....

actually decided ytd will be the last day i gonna smoke
but then maybe gonna reconsider.
maybe gonna continue smoking,
yea
haiz

sch was bored
haiya
relieve teacher for mr eu was a 20 year old guy
yea.
changed form teacher too.
had co from teacher also.
yea.
after sch went northpoint
bought the Sky Of Love DVD which dear wanted me to get.
yea.
haiya
but still haven watch.
after buying went home.
fast came my house
play till 8pm then he go home
then i eat and watch Superband.
yea.
Ethe'Real/Yi Shi Jie
VK.
i support.
jus becus VK.
LOL?
yea.
sibeh pekcek now.
haiya.
nvm
kk
thats all
bye

at fren house
nice view
last 2 days of gold..
-.- i love this
enjoy. relax. -.- i wearing sch PE pants. -.-






2oth june
met dear at suntec
yeah !!!!!!
haha.
i played game halfway suddenly she from behind hug me
lol
then after playin we go eat in KFC
i forced her to eat as she dint eat before that.
eat halfway and suddenly, poof ! suddenly her frens pop out like koko krunch
ok. random.
ate. play
then play the zhong ji mi ma
i tio alot.
lol
k
after that her frens left. we walk walk
then sent her home.
on the way.
take balloon
starhub de
i brought it into the train
then when gonna reach Tampines that time, the balloon explodes.
lol.
in the train !
some jumped out, some look.
lol
funny
kk
alight at Tampines
bused 39 tgt. she alighted at the bus stop. haiz, cant send her home.
nvm
then i continued by journey to the center of the earth. -.-
bk to yishun
then bused home

21st june
watched soccer till 6am
then sleep.
got a call from rey at 7am
then after that sleep again
till 8am
got call again
then we agreed on meeting at 10am
then i dozed off.
shit.
got woke up again at 9.30am by his call.
then i quickly prepared.
met him at 10.30am at Northpoint
headed to food court and eat my breakfast
sibeh hungry
chatted with dear on phone awhile.
then after that eat.
after eating headed for timezone
play arcade
then after that left at 12plus
headed for B1
met with Wanying.
then we 3 headed for Bradell.
met Ceci .
then went to her house
help her do things
then after that 1 plus headed to mrt station
i carried the chicken wings all the way
bk to yishun
reach le then go smoke
then after that met with the rest then go inter
bused to pasir ris
reach liao then bus again to Escape thr.
walked with rey to the pit. walked abt 45min.
can die.
somemore i carry the wings all the way from ceci house to bradell mrt to yishun mrt to interchange to pasir ris to the pit.
yea
can die.
ok
reached thr.
smoke.
slack
waited for them to come
then start le.
blablabla
i cooked/grilled/bbq-ed so much.
ate only 2 satays, 2 hotdogs and 0 chicken wings. fuck sia. nvm
after that fast forward
22th june
alot ppl go home liao
then rest at the beach. slacked thr with Huili
talk talk
lol
then around 1 plus she gtg
then bade farewell
after that jus slacked around thr.
then after awhile.
left with me, Reynard and Weisong.
LOL.
then i bbq-ed chicken wings loh.
blablabla
then when Huili reach home and bathed she called me chat awhile
after that at around 4 plus. we moved pit.
then me n Rey go bathed
WS go shelter
then went bk.
haha. miracle that weisong nvr fall asleep after 5am
around 5am plus
started to rain heavily.
all the way till 8am
he slept from 6 plus to 8
haha.
i was the coldest. shivering from head to toe.
seriously, this is the worst ever coldness i have experienced.
knn.
damn cold.
blocked for them and lend Ws shirt.
lol
then in the end at 8am plus when the rain subside.
we headed for busstop and bused to interchange
rushed for 7-11
and bought instant noodles
headed for mac
sat outside
wah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shiok!!!
eat the noodles
body more okok le. after eating finish,
rest awhile n bought mac breakfast
SME.
yea
then drank the Tea
body warmer le.
heng ah
after that headed for bus stop
bused 39 bk to yishun
kao eh
also shivering like mad.
damn cold.
haiz.....
the total experience from 5am plus till 10am is worst than being in a freezer
ok
reached home, bathed, wah shiok
then slp.
till 3pm
then bathed, then went for haircut n dyed bk hair to black.
haiiiiiyaaa
my hair
)=
haiz
nvm
after that headed for dinner.
and went see the hp thingy
ok.
i gonna get new number n new phone.
shld be in tuesday
yea.
thats all
k.
bye
(+

5 more days to sch reopen
so it means:
bye to gold hair
bye to my beauty sleep
lesser playing
lesser outing
lesser sleep

and means hellloo to:
fringe-less markers
study(i vowed to study hard)
tuition(i wanted it de)



and more lah
i dunno.
haiya
heard from rey that Mr Eu will not be in sch for 1 term
fuck sia
my Eng teacher.
although almost everyone in class dun like him,
but then i feel his teaching methods good ah
haha
everytime i top eng
lol.
then now dunno who will be taking our class
wait cnt top then sian
argh
must buck up
my eng has slacken alredy
haiz
kk
sch reopen really must study hard le.
yea
slept at 5.15am after watching Euro
then woke up at 5+pm
although got woke up 2 or 3 times
thanks to Dear de msg n calls. arghh
haha.
nvm
sorry dint reply or call bk. cus when i wanted to, i kept falling asleep
back to dreamland.
yea.
and, happy 2nd month <333
yea,
haiz
thats all
bye
(oh my, my bad eng)

life sux

sian sia
haiya
ltr wake up at 10
thats all
bye
goin sleep soon

slit slit slit slit
kao eh
Jodi, u let me down lah
wa lao eh

yo !
bk home le.
jus now go suntec
then play arcade
then jasmine with herr fren come meet me
then i play
after she buy things
then after that go toys'r'us
then play play slack slack
i tio child abuse
then after that go playground slack
7pm then fly home
thats all.
reach yishun 8pm
go meet my mum for dinner
cus i dunwan pay
hahahaha
then reached home 9pm
shit lah
miss the superband
wasted
ah nvm
thats all
bye

kao eh
reply also will die ah?
promise promise promise?
sai lah
fuck

hellloo
jus now go play soccer
meet fats at 5.30pm
then go buy pump
buy liao wan pump the ball then the pin stuck in the ball
fuck !
-.-
lol
haiya
play till 8 plus then go home
sian lah
i wan continue play they dunwan
haiya
then i go 7 11 buy big gulpp
then bused home
haha
now is 12.03am
16 june 08
woots~
Superband
yea.
haha
after go out come bk wan watch
must rush bk
haha
thats all
oh ya
and jus now play soccer right knee swollen again
from last week de haven ok then jus now tio that knee again
then worst
haha
kk
bye

sian
i am stil awake
lol
k lah
goin slp soon
maybe around 7
k
bye

yo
sian
now Sweden Vs Spain
half time.
i switch on liao then is alredy 12 plus
haiya
cus was usin com
lol
ltr dunno can go out anot
if can sure is suntec
yea
sian
haiiiiyaaa
countdown to sch reopen
8 days
)=
haiz...
means my hair.
haiya
i think i gonna cut off my whole fringe.
yea.
)=
haiya.
then hair gonna become black again
haiya
lol
kk
bye
goin watch soccer le.

oh ya
ytd went suntec
then the bian tai at thr
the fucking pig
kan ni na phua chee bye
take pic again
na bei
next time see u take pic i snatch ur phone and whack u ah.
kan ni zhu zhong 18 dai.
all pig
ur mother go out kana rob
ur father go out kana hit by train
ur sister go out kana rape.
ur 18 dai nvr get reincarnated
if reincarnated wait be reincarnated as ___(dunno wat to write)
lol.
phua chee byeeee

yo
rey came over my house at 2pm
then i eat and watch soccer. repeat de.
after that go out
trained to bradell
met ceci n dawn
-.-
sian.
then headed for suntec
siao sia
today so crowded
asshole.
ah nvm
go smoke then go arcade
then play .
sian.
i need more money
haha
nvm
play till 5 then go smoke n slack
then go arcade
then left at 7pm
reached yishun 8pm
then i go buy food then bused home
thats all
bye

ltr Italy Vs Romania
me n rey both pick Italy
haiiiyaa
nvm
then Netherlands Vs France.
i take Netherlands he take France
haha.
hope Netherlands win
hahahahah
kk
bye.

Croatia Vs Germany
Austria Vs Poland
i betted Germany & Poland win.
then jus now Croatia win Germany.
shit
wasted.
actually got a feeling/premonition(watever the spelling is) that Croatia will win
fuck.
everyday like this
next time shld follow feel le.
haiya
now is Austria Vs Poland.
yea.
haha
rey bet Austria i bet Poland.
haha
kk
bye
i go watch le.

Jodi is so evil !

yoyo!
haha
woke up not long ago
haha.
Czech Republic Vs Portugal. i bet Portugal win. rey pick Czech.
haha.
Portugal win 3-1
shiok ah.
recoup my loss.
haha.
then Switzerland Vs Turkey. i bet Turkey win. although the host is Switzerland.
haha.
rey pick Switzerland. the score tied 1-1 at 90mins le.
then stoppage time Arda Turan score for Turkey
wah shuang
haha.
Turkey win.
means i won money too.
thanks Arda Turan !!!!
hahahahahaha.
lol.
i no he is a good player b4 Euro08
i discovered him first.
lol.
kk
slept at 5 or 5 plus like this
yea
haha.
dunno wan go suntec anot
half lazy.
yea.
k lah
bye

good afternoon
lol
today kana woke up 3 times by dear
haiiiiyaa
haha
nvm.
bet with reynard soccer
i bet russia win although i support spain.then end up 4-1 Spain win.
shit.
then Greece Vs Sweden.
i actually betted on sweden
then i change.
i bet greece although i got a feeling sweden will win
end up they really win by 2 goals to nil
so thr goes my $$.
fuck. lol. nvm
gonna claimed by money tonight.
forgot got wat match le.
tonight then blog lah.
haha.
adios

style. haha. ankle bleed. i also dunno y.


went play soccer at 4pm
sian
off form
too long dint play le
haha
play finish at 7 or 7 plus
then reast awhile go mac eat with fats
then slack play game till 9.30pm then go home
lol
bet with reynard on Euro08
haha
Spain Vs Russia
i bet Russia, but then i support spain.
then Greece Vs Sweden i bet Greece
haha.
k lah
thats all.
and happy birthday dear ! haha
again
lol

emo.... emo.... emo......
haiz.........
sad...
Jodi ah Jodi.............
y must u do this to me???????????????????????????????????

yo
happy birthday to DEAR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha
=p
monday or ytd, cus after 12am le
haha
woke up
chat with dear
then bath
eat
style hair
then go out
to suntec
left suntec at 6.50pm
then bused home.
halfway, bus broke down
oh my !!!!!!
suay
then waited for damn long
then got bus
bring till nearest busstop
then we waited for bus
then bused 854 home
lol.
then bused 800 home
reach home 8.50pm
lol
kk
thats all
haha
miss dear !!
haiz..
sad. actually can go celebrate de
then in the end cnt
haiz.
nvm
we no wat happening can le
=p
now watching Euro08
Romania VS France.
haha
sian lah.
then ltr 2.35am is Holland VS Italy
haha
sian lah
who wan bet with me Euro08?
haiya
kk
thats all
bye
gonna watch till 5am
=p
bye

sian
haha
now watching Germany Vs Poland
haha
1-0 now. 47 min nia.
kk
slp-ing at 5am
yea
goin suntec ltr
haha.
k
bye

ytd/saturday
slept at 3am.
chatted with dear from 1am till 3am
haha
then slept till 3pm
woke up then slack till 4plus
then use com
5 like this bath then go out to cousin house
then go eat at 7
reach home 9pm.
yea.
thats all.
now usin com n watching Euro08.
haha.
Who wan bet with me?
contact me
thanks

yo
i m feeling happier le
haha
slept at 5+ am
morning woke up 11am
then msg with Thunder.
he ask me go.
lol
in the end i go.
reached at 12.50 or 1
lol
then i am the first to reach
wtf?
lol
then around 1 plus
he called Maverick
he reached le.
then go meet him
lol.
after that we go DBG
go bunk look look see see
then go eat at LJS
after eating went Parkway play pool
haha
fun
so long dint play le.
skill rusty le.
haiya
after playing
play arcade
lol
then after that headed to bunk look look see awhile
then go arcade beside thr
play.
lol
after that go bunk look look see see
then slack outside
after that we go PS
see things
then go arcade
lol
haha
after that go bunk awhile look look see
then went our separate ways.
(=
reached home 9.30pm

haha,
i am happy cus dear got back her phone
hahahahahaha


shit, spent too much money on arcade.
gonna cut down.
argh
i am broke
)=

haiz
sian
emo emo emo
miss miss miss
dear dear dear






haiz.....
y must all this happen...

wake up
then blablabla
wait till 3
went out meet rey
trained to bradell
meet with ceci they all
me rey n ws play soccer against a group of xl boys
yea
blablabla
they useless
cant even get the ball from me.
only no how to tackle leg.
lol
nvm
bruise/swollen knee.
fuck.
lol
nvm
after that slack
then go buy drink then slack
blablabla
then slack till 7.
wei song made appointment see a knn
sibeh cute sia.
haiya
850 dollar
wa kao
dunno wei song buying anot
kk
after that go eat
then trained bk to yishun
then bused home
reached home 9 plus.

haiz....
sad-ed
kk
sian
nvm
i goin slp soon
good morning to those who are gonna wake up n good night to those gonna slp
good morning is better
yea
k
bye
haiz...

sian
hmmm
woke up use com
eat
blablabla
then use com
not long ltr ceci called when i was abt to go bath
then she say she n tze ching come my house
lol
-.-
k
then i go bath
then after bathing 5min
they reached.
yea
lol
k.
after that go youtube watch miss swan
lmao
sibeh guai lan
haha. k.
after that they left
i prepared
then left home at 5 or 5 plus
met rey at mrt station
top-ed up.
sian
few more days need top up concession also
haiya
lol.
trained to bradell
met ceci.
waited for 2 more person come
then nvr came
nvm
we go eat
eat le then go book bbq pit
book le then ceci trained to other places
me n rey trained bk home
boarded train saw 3 girl
only 1 chio nia
haha
kk
reached yishun n we bused home
thats all.
siannnnnnnnnnnnnn

haiz, hmmm... i think my guess is rite then.. confiscated again
haiz........................... i m sorry. i no sorry no cure.
wonder wat can i do to help....
haiz....

thr is a limit to how much a heart can take blows.
i m immune to it le.
yea
(=
sigh.
thinking bk, yea. i felt stupid.
Tony Leung(Liang Chao Wei)
Final Fantasy(FF)
haiz...
many more lah.



kitzutsuite...

so sian
if by this time nvr go out means wont go out le
haha
haaya
damn sian lah
nth to do.
ytd n today nvr go out

hellloo
5th month with my barbell.
haha.
and also happy "5th"month with dear(unofficial)
LOL
haha

eating now
haha
i forever eating
as i am a RETARDED pig boy
haha
so i must live up to the name/tag
yea.
haha
so bored.
whole day at home. yea.
going out ltr.
but wonder whr to go.
ah nvm
so sian.
haha
nowadays so many ppl got stead.
kk
i being random
bye

i play safe/smart
i put my phone away fdrom pillow for this sleep
haha
sorry dear if nvr reply ur msg

yo
whole day stayed at home
guai kia mah
(=
haiya
sian
now 3.25am liao
still awake.
finally i got to drink milk after 1 week
haha
k lah
bye
sian

hellloo
damn tired
slept at 1 plus
then at 5.45am,
-.- ang susu call me
wtf?
then ask me pei her chat
-.-
i was reluctant but in the end pei her lah. haiya,
for the um_ _ _ _ _(forgot the spelling) times,
she say she cant fall asleep
lol
then talked till 6.40am
she 8 goin out with stead. haha. have fun !
then i slept, starting cnt slp, but i got method to fall asleep
haha. secret.
yea.
then woke up at 10
wanted to slp, but dunno y dint slp, then on9
yea
wa kao
sibeh tired.
yea
now waiting for my roti prata
haha
k
thats all
bye

last night leg cramp 20min
wtf?!